DREAM: I'm back together with Jenny. I'm distrusting though. But then my girlfriend comes along and I go off with her. It's going to be easy to break up I think, she's complaining about my lack of sexual interest and her own engagement with others on the internet. She has a yellow patch around her eyes, pimply, says she's depressed, wears sunglasses. Jenny's jealousy doesn't escape me. She's with a friend. I had been planning to play soccer with some classmates but we don't have a ball.

I keep being drawn back to the yellow patch, it is like urine - I think of old age. She was interesting there though, it was something to focus on. Is it the translation? My Swedish dictionary is yellow and a bit ugly. Really I want to go back to my old loves ...